Tonight, Sean and I hosted an early New Year's Eve party for some of our family. We'll be leaving tomorrow to go out of town for the weekend, and two of my step-sisters leave early tomorrow morning to make the cross-country flight back home. It's a tradition, this New Year's Eve party, and it doesn't even matter that we didn't have it on the actual evening of New Year's Eve, we just love celebrating. (Brittany and Braiden, we missed you this year!)
Every year, for the past 4 years, Sean makes his yummy Taco Dip (although I
did have to make it this year, he's a busy, busy boy...), my mom brings lots of goodies and games, and we all gather to say "good-bye" to the year on its way out, and "hello" to what the next year will bring. We talk, we laugh, we enjoy each other's company, we remember moments of the past year, and write down our goals, our hopes, and our dreams for the 365 days that lay ahead. The past year presented our family with loss, new life, opportunities for improvement and growth, moments of hoplessness and fear...
From where I stand now, looking back over 2009, I realize that I have had moments,
real moments. I've stood in amazement as many of my loved ones showed (and continue to show) an incredible amount of God given strength when it was needed, found myself on my knees in tearful prayer at times when there seemed to be nothing else to do, and have been overwhelmed by just what a powerful feeling love is.
2009 has meant something different to each one of us. The experiences we've encountered along the way have made for yet another life-changing year. I am walking into this coming year feeling refreshed, hopeful, and excited for where life will take us. I know that many doors will be opened this year, for me, for my family, for you. I have faith in God's plan and am praying that many blessings come your way.
For me, this coming year is a
tabula rasa, Latin for "blank slate". It's yet to be written upon, it's completely new, and I have every opportunity to make the most of it.
And I will.
And so, 2010, you should know,
we're ready for you.